sukoon dhudne nikla tha....

 

aaaj dunia se thak ke jab mai nikla dunia ko hi dekhne, jisme mujhe ek chor se doosre chor jana pada

us chor pe jnha mujhe pta hi nhi tha ki mujhe sukoon milega ya nhi..bas maine bag ready kiya aur bus pakad ke nikal chala.

aksar apko yad unki tabhi ati hai jab aap akele hote ho.. hn mai us bas me akela tha akela in the sense jahan mai kisi ko nhi janta tha na koi mujhe janta tha...

jahan sirf mai tha uski yad thi aur subha ki hawa aur us hawa mai ugta hua sooraj jaise hawa ke bahaw me nadi ke pani ka prawah ho rha ho..

mai bhi us sooraj ki tarah ug rha tha ya kisi sukoon bhari manjil ki talash me nikal chuka tha...

kehte hai na aap unki yadon picha nhi chudha sakte jinki yadon me aap khud bhi base hue ho, ye case kuch aisa hi tha sirf meri hi yadon me wo nhi thi, uski yadon me bhi

mai kahin na kahin tha, aur fir to maine ye bhi suna hai ki agar ap kisi ko siddat se yad krte ho to wo agla insan bhi apkko yad kar rha hota hai.magar aisa kuch nhi tha yahan yha to usse

hafte hogye bat tak nhi hui..hn kuch anjhane me kuch bure waqt ki wjh se galtian hui thin, to iska matlab ye to nhi hota sath chor dia jae. magar usne mera sath chor dia tha kuch hafto

phle hi. last day  jab usse mila to uska milna aur mera milna usse kuch alag hi tha ki uska 10 second ka milna koi milna to nhi lga lekin dil me jrur lga mere.khair use meri na fikr hai koi

na mujse koi wayde. chlo point pe ate hai..mai us chor tak phuch gya tha jnha sukoon ki talash me mai phucha tha. dil me bas ye lag rha tha ki hn mujhe sukoon mil gya is chor pe akr

lekin nhi jb mai us dhoop me deewar pe baith kar dunia ko dekh rha tha mai akela tha wahan aur akele me yad to ati hi hai, mujhe fir uski yad ayi aur sukoon mera chala gya..fir dhire dhire

un baton ko na sochte hue waps mai lucknow ke nikal pada jaha firse mai tha meri tanhai thi aur sirf mai tha kaano me earphone aur samne firse sooraj tha lekin is bar sooraj ug nhi rha tha dhal

rha tha... sayad use bhi manjur nhi ki mai use bhula pau wapis sooraj ne wahi la patka jis chor se mai sukoon ki talash me nikla tha..